Damn..

Well i'll be damned...
in approximately 5 days i'll
officially be an old hag...
i'm fucking turning 27....
jesus in heaven...
where does the damn time
go.....man

anyway..nothing exciting will
be happening ...it falls on a
wednesday for crying out loud

life is good right now..except for this
stupid bitch at my cell block(job)
you know those people that just
talk and talk and talk and talk
about NOTHING..OH MY GOODNESS....
This motherfucker will not shut the fuck
up for the life of her....the day is coming real
soon where i turn around and say, look shut the
fuck up!

then there is the nosy bitch from hell...if this
old bat tries to get in my business 1 more time
there is going to be problems..sit your fat ass
down and do your got damn work!

Dammit

So i decided to redo the kitchen right...
i go out and get all the stuff
including a drill from walmart.....
the fucking thing wouldn't drill the damn
screws in the wall................can you say PISSED OFF!
hard fucking labor it is to screw those damn things in
to walls that are 3o times older than me...FUCK!!
don't you worry that piece of shyt drill is going right back!

Then the damn blinds i bought.....none of them fit the damn
windows....SON OF A BITCH....

but after all the hard damn work..my kitchen looks fucking great!

Where has the time gone...

i'm still alive....LOL

Welcome to October

Well a new month brings new beginnings....
am i ever so thankful that october is here

things are good on the home front...
bey and i are doing well ( i think)
i'm a pisces so i'm always questioning
if things are really ok or not...etc...
i don't know..maybe i expect too much
or maybe i just want what i want when
i want it.....who knows...

i've done a lot of thinking about life
itself and it's funny that just when you
think things are just as bad as they can get
almost instantly things seem to take a turn
for the better....

bey was a part of the teachers strike for 3 weeks and i was out of work
for about 3 months....well the strike is over and i have
gone back to work.....yipppppeeeeee.....

so far the new job is good....no stress, no drama
every ones their own business, etc....so i like it....

so thank God for new beginnings and self reflection.....

Back in Action

Hello there...
yes i know i have
been missing in action for
some time now...
but the good news is
I'M BACK...lol

everything is ok...
bey and i are just fine
who would have thought we
make it to see a 1 1/2 years together....whew...

Honey and Titan are big as ever
and growing more and more..
and they are sooooo spoiled rotten
it's crazy..but i love them...
i'll post pix of them soon....

tata for now!

Dear Diary,

ok so how about I had to weigh
in today for the weight watchers
meeting....

*drum roll please*

I lost 1.6 lbs in one week..no excercise
or anything..just following the points
i'm soooooo excited!!! wooooohoooooooooo

Dear Diary,

Ok so...how about i've got some ill stuff to
tell you about....

ok so i started here in February..i love my job
i love what i do...anyway, my counterpart...
this older indian woman who i thought was
really nice and really cool...we'd go to lunch
together, etc....

Now, you know that i am about my business
when it comes to work, and i get my work done
by any means necessary....so i basically started
this job in february and i'm pretty much running
the department....

So little miss counterpart has been kicking my back in....
yes..the same woman who can't complete her job without
me..the same woman that asks me 50 questions in a day,
the same woman that cries, curses and has fits all day everyday
because she can't handle the job....
yesterday she needed my help and went to go look for this
email and she opened up the wrong one...so my eyes just
saw who the email was sent to (our "acting" boss) and i just
saw my name on the 1st line..so i made a mental note...

so left out of our office to go to the file room..so i jumped
on her computer to see what she had sent about me...
come to find out..she sent an email talking about i take 2 hour
lunches, etc..........so, i nicely had to check her...1. it's impossible
for me to take a 2 hour lunch, 2. even if i did why in the world
is it your business, 3. who in the world are you 4. you don't know
where i could be or what i could be doing.

i simply sent her and email basically telling her to mind her
business and if she'd like to know what i am doing or when,
ask me and i'll be ever so happy to tell her trifling self...

that's one thing about me..i can't stand a snake..don't smile
in my face and then be kicking my back in on the sneak tip...
sooooooooooooo not cool in my book.

Then today i was talking to another one of our
co-workers and she was telling me that little miss
counterpart has been telling her about how jealous
she is of me, how i'm not stressed out by this job,
my relationship with the higher ups, etc....whatever

honey if you focused more on you work and less on me
you wouldn't have so many errors and your payrolls would
run smooth.....stupid!

yup i'm upset about it.....but in the long run..she'll need
me before i ever need her!

Peace,
~Spexial~